We Know We Don’t Have Forever

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It’s suffocating to think,
About the time when you and I,
Will go on our own journeys.
We know we don’t have forever,
And we are making the most of
The time we have, undoubtedly.

I can’t imagine what will I do?
When you will no longer be with me.
You will be far away,
Living a life, struggling with different problems,
Looking at live from different perspective,
And dealing with different people.

And of course, we will not forget each other,
Keep each other in some corner of a mind.
Yes, I said mind.
Because when we will follow our separate paths,
Our hearts will be broken,
We won’t be able to keep each other over there.

The feelings we have for each other will never change.
There will be tears in my eyes,
When I will think about all those moments,
We laughed over, talked trash, and did a lot of drama.
I wonder why life doesn’t understand,
We, humans have emotions.

The crazy fact,
We have to make difficult choices,
And hope, we will land us at better places.
So let’s try to have forever in the numbered moments,
Because we both know,
When the dust will settle, we are on our own.


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After All The Moments We Spent Together

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After all the moments we spent together,
I wonder, whether she thinks of me every day,
Whether those moments meant anything,
And whether she remembers the kind of connection we had.

When I met her today and I looked into her eyes,
I didn’t see that excitement I used to see,
I didn’t see that care and concern she always had,
Though we used to meet every day.

All I could see in her eyes was a sense of formality,
Because I was there and she didn’t want to look mean,
She talked to me, she interacted with me,
There was no connection, no emotion.

In entire small conversation,
I was looking for that one look,
She used to have in those times,
The look that made me feel special about myself.

I was very excited to meet her,
I even thought of some special moments to reminisce,
But I have to keep everything inside,
I also pretended that everything is fine.

But it seemed, the time seemed changed everything,
The distance has changed everything.
It hurts to realize nothing was same as before.
The dimensions and equations of emotions have changed.

Yes, we tried to stay together, forever.
But at the end of the day,
We had to make some difficult choices.
We may not like those, but have to accept it.

The crazy fact,
The same way I have to accept,
That nothing remains same,
Everything changes with time and distance.


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